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today, I went to school.
I only had to spent the first three periods studying cos the teachers for the rest of the day were out for o levels prelims.
and guess what, I only sleep during MT period. haha.


During F&N, Farhan, Hidhir, Saini and I cracked a lot of stupid jokes/riddles about shoes, our classmates' names.
hahaha.
Oh one of the jokes I told, "In times of trouble, there's always a PAL to be there. Who is that person?"
"ArvinPAL"
hoho. sorry arvin. we were just trying to have fun.
then there's one time Farhan asked me "Why 4NT students didn't came to school today.?"
I thought he was asking us about a joke so I answered him,
"they had some technical difficulties"
Everyone laughed, thinking that it was a joke.
Farhan laughed too but later he said that it wasn't a joke/riddle, it was supposed to be a question to me.
oops.



After school, went back home straight, got changed for soccer and then proceed back to school.
Then I remembered that my boots are torn. But luckily this kind hearted soul from sec2 borrowed his boots to me. Size 8, fitted perfectly =).


Kick Off. Jingga FC vs. 3NA.
In the first half-
wai chung scored 3. i helped him with one. whhee.
Uzair scored two. He's on a scoring streak since we recruited him. 6 goals/2 match. Nice.
I had some chances, but the 'keeper managed to, incredibly saved my stinging/blzing/powerful shot.


Second half-
Wai Chung added one more.
Uzair got switched with rahman.
Weigen subbed out, replaced by Nizam.
Deva scored a spectacular long shot, which was layed nicely to him by me. hoho.
I tried to help hafiz score but he misses all the opportunities given.
Khus scored one when it was supposed to be Hafiz's goal.
Nizam scored one, he came up all the way from defence.!
I tried a left leg curling shot, but still, didn't beat the 'keeper. Sheesh. I always wonder why.
Final whistle.9-0 to Jingga.
Disappointed but sastified.





okay, another day tmr.
hope it'll be fun and fufilling.
tata~




the pros and cons of our lives.

whohoo. didn't attend school today. Woke up at 12++.. wah syiokk ahh.
My head still hurts sey.

anyhow, I'm gonna do the revisions and practices later.
yeah. Hahh. but i still doubt I can make thru the N levels.
whatever la. just have to spend an extra year if i were to mess this up.


rightt.
hmm, when can i get my hands on that caramelchocolatewaffleicecream.?
maybe next week.or next month. or even maybe nextyear.
just hafta wait for the personwhokeepshavingabusyschedule.

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i'm so stress out. I'm in no mood to type another entry. bleahh.
sorry.
bye.

I realised that there's something to look forward in life.
like, umm.. okay in the mean time, there's nothing to look forward to.
hoho..


I'm begining to love the morning breeze.whee..
and I still like cookies.!


Erhem, serious talking uh now.


Last friday, we went jamming. at long last, as we kept cancelling it.
We started off our first part pretty well.
okay first part only.
The chorus, we had a lil problem:
-Trevor's fingers were shaking and couldn't pluck.
-I forgot the lyrics and my thumb has a blister due to over strumming.
-Hisyam's palm was scratched by the strings.
-One of Farhan's sticks broke.

haha, kecohh seyy.

and after that accompanied farhan to get Brownies for his beloved HootHoot.
Sorry An, was feeling sick uh that day. I didn't talked much.


Saturday, went to work.
Arrived, and this lady came running to me and shouting my name, 'emmmmmaaannnnn....."
and she pinched both sides of my cheeks and pulled it.and my face went like wagagaga. haha.
yeah, that's farhan's mum alright.
Oh and, punye haus. Talk talk and talk for 6 hours.!!
I had 3 empty cans of coke on my desk by the time I knocked off. hehh.

After work, my phone decided to give in and start displaying. heehee.
Good phone.
oh and the way to the mrt, I accidentally trip a guy holding a donation box.
I said sorry and he went off in rush.
And then a person came out from the store and shouted at him, 'oi, come back with our box.!'
i was like, omggg. I actually helped that guy up and let him run away.
my friend couldn't stop laughing.haha.

and when I reached home, my little bro waited for me and accompanied me to 7-eleven to buy chocs.! ate on the way home.whee. junkies all in my stomach.
and then my brother said he had a surprise for me.
we reached home and he showed me a packet of famous amos cookies.!
and it's all for me.! me.! the whole 200g of cookies.!!!
Nice little brother. should treat him well now.




okay okay.I know I'm always full of crap. And I realised that.
But please, next time when you wanna say something to me, think about yourself first.






that is all i wanna type.
kayy. tata~


you remember, and i'm happy.=)

--oh well, I have cancelled my appointment with granny to meet @#$%^!
But then, she didn't turn up.
Guess there's no way to meet her. She's wayy up there, and I, wayy beloww here.
So it'll be impossible.

I'm sick right now anyway. I have these double vision and my head is spinning.
I'm sorry to everyone whom I've promised to go out with today. I'll make up for that disappoinment okay. But then, wait till i'm better.

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I don't want to hang on to this hope much longer.
Please give a sign, at least send a shooting star so that i'll know you're there.
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last of all, yeah.!! i've kicked ahmad and rifaie asses. Rifaie is soblardy annoying and childish. I hate him. Ahmad, i dont know why i kicked him. I felt sorry for him though.
And mukhsin, he din get the ball much.hoho.
So, the chances of me kicking him were low. and I dint eventually.
oh and farhan, you you you Md Salleh.!! tackle aku betul2. kan dah plan. ish ish, takpe sometimes must be real a lil bit in case the opponent suspects anything.
and pity dear shahril, he sprained his ankle, get well soon alright.

that's all uh. bye bye.








disappointment was all over me today. bleahh.

+++Yea. I'm so in love with famous amos cookies.! I like them hot and crunchy. And when the chocolate melts, it feels like heaven.

Haha, sorry ice cream, i've not been spending much time on you. But i will on thursday, don't worry.

Okay the N levels. has already started. I think i did badly for my malay and din know whats the meaning of terbatas. And during the malay listening compre, there's this question, and the answer should be cari perkerjaan but i shade the answer that says membeli makan. hoho. well, I've already decide to retake my Ns if everything goes wrong, or if i pass my maths, i'll take up nursing at an ITE.

Everyone looked down on me, my teachers, parents and relatives.
I don't have the motivation I really need now. Everything in my mind is blank.


Even my bestie don't care how i'm doing. wait, I dont have a best friend.
I'll see how when i get my results. I think I'll be there crying alone and no one to comfort me.

And now studying at the last minute seems like an impossible task.
Only Ms Ilysa and Ms Lee said it's possible.
Thanks teachers. You are the best i've ever had.




I think that's all for today's entry.
I'm gonna be just fine pretending i'm not.